Save the Pain

Wondering if it will come to placate

The ever ending Chase

Of the paragon, who overturned the Phoenix

Is it passé to believe it is true?

Or is Pastiche like a tirade

Joining the common jargon

Do I become one of the whole?

Does it even matter or jus a hoax?

Kinda so invisible

Even the shadow does not see it

Call it timidity or a result of remorse

Emotions are but viscous

Thick and glutinous- numb within

Without wings- Life is but onerous

Is it ostentatious to fly? (With your own wings)

Gonna be the boat- the one with sails

One which calls Freedom with its name

Is it not Catharsis as an alternative?

Why measure an infraction to carousal

Why measure the pain by a chalice?

Is it real or not- can’t u tell

Forgetting all and making all look like hell

Can’t u know a Chameleon from all what u see?

Or do the sins separate me from the angels with you

Mollify the morose- save the pain

Before it drowns into me.

HEAVEN IS NOT FOR ME

(This depicts the feelings of an angel who is in love with a human but does not leave for heaven till she sees her beloved who is not with her anymore.)

Dwelling in the symphony of a breathing heart

As the rhythm fills my soul

I know I am still living

Even when something else than love fills me

I am waiting but I will never find it somewhere (else)

Plummeting down the echo spiral is my own voice

Reclaiming my happiness is but remorse

Can I ever forget who I am

But I don’t know my heart beats

They don’t seem mine no more

Am fading away to something (none)

Fragile is what I am no more

Just shattered and broken

Hanging with the chanting of undelivered news

I am still waiting to erase the melancholy

Don’t want to be so far away

May be you feel the same someday

Angels falter and Satan falls

I still keep waiting on Earth

To see you someday, to bring it back some way

Don’t want to give up

Am not gonna leave for pearls or for smiles

Don’t want the angels or the sea

Would wait on Earth just to see you

Till that Eternity, Heaven is not for me.

LAST WORDS

(This depicts the thoughts of a lover who still misses his beloved.)

I thought it was true

All what u said and all what I did thinking I should

FRAGILE was the name of the bond

I don’t know the sound

Of the broken glass or breaking of the heart

I thought I won’t ever be far away

I thought it was true..........All what u said

Watching the waves break alone on the sea shore

When the wind just stops

It’s so lonely but it’s not sad

The winds will come

I keep the faith

It all jus faded away

Wish I could bring it all back..............All what you said

Still standing on the verge of breaking dawn

I wait for the Sun

To feel the warmth, the love, the sunshine

But you had flown away

To some place ......not in my heart

Its empty, it’s hurting.......u just faded away

About to die to live or live to die

Its missing- All what u said

All changed, everything turned around

When you decided- all alone

The only things left were – the last words

Pain filled the space where u lived

It was all different now

After your last words- when u said Goodbye

Words never replace the thoughts in my head

I still want all but the last words- All what u said.

Qualifying For Life

Hush of the dew
Leaving the grass blade
Listening to the Opening bud
Sheltering
The clouds above

Are the words that go unread.
Eyes are watching
The sounds that go beneath
Music to my soul
Unleashing the unheard
From the chasms of the deep.

Contention meets silence
The potential is unearthed
Connected by emotion
Ascent takes no leap
Listening to silence
Is the sensitive subtlety.

Forborne are the waves
Morphed by design
Breathing the world inside
Undoing the time
All the words are spent.

Canvassing the universe
Juggling ONE life
Listening the INTENT
DECIPHERING the mind
Trying to be real.

Learned the learning
Valuing the engagement
"I never stopped trying"
Qualifying for life.

Qualifying For Life

Hush of the dew
Leaving the grass blade
Listening to the Opening bud
Sheltering
The clouds above
Are the words that go unread.

Eyes are watching
The sounds that go beneath
Music to my soul
Unleashing the unheard
From the chasms of the deep.

Contention meets silence
The potential is unearthed
Connected by emotion
Ascent takes no leap
Listening to silence
Is the sensitive subtlety.

Foreborne are the waves
Morphed by design
Breathing the world inside
Undoing the time
All the words are spent.

Canvassing the universe
Juggling ONE life
Listening the INTENT
DECIPHERING the mind
Trying to be real

Learned the learning
Valuing the engagement
"I never stopped trying"
Qualifying for life.

I AM THE FOUND

It seems just right.
It seems just fine.
The clouds just seem
To pass away.
I don't see
If it is good-bye.


To watch you over
To see this through.
The roads will never
Hear the sound
SO NEW.
Out on the inside
I see myself
Waiting to hide.

Falling out is nothing
But a CRY
Shadow is what makes 'today'.
Slipping between the truth
Is but a lie.

Sun just sets never.
Shadows extend over time
FOREVER.
The clouds, Mist & Kite
All vanish in a flight.
To COME AROUND
Yet another day .
Yes!
I AM THE FOUND.

Holding back the time
The shadows will not stay .
The dark will have to
WALK AWAY.
The shine of your eyes
Will make the way.

Found the flowers in the sand.
I SILL HOLD ON.
Get me out of the HIDE
Where I feel ALIVE.
I hear the sound
yes "I AM THE FOUND".

Floating Through My Mind

Hanging on
To the words that grow loud(er)
Every minute of the night
Through the desert in my sight
Every single star
Shines bright.


Going somehere better
I travel to the sea
Till the words
Flow over me.

Drowning Swimming
I see dreams in the water
Stirring in the sun
My soul is in motion
I see you in REVELATION.

Flying in the light
I am leaving the city tonite
Hanging on
To your floating eyes
I fight through this haze
Of light, shadows & Mirage.

I can see you here
You feel so near
I won't go
I won't go AWAY
No matter what they say
I am THE LOST & THE FOUND.

Sunshine is what I se
Floating through my mind
Is just but me!!

HEAR ME

Raindrops on the dry sand
Clouds raining to fill this land
Dark and shinning on the desert sky
Gushing winds bring in your smell
It makes my heart swell.

Breathing this cold
Something freezes inside
Am I still alive
I hear my heart beats go insane
Do u hear me?

Looking around
I see the same sky
Everything seems new
But all pictures include you
Oh! I know its not true.

Rolling, Misleading
The winds hurt my head
I am not going close
Not close to the wind
Not close to myself
Can't hear myself.

No sleep in my eyes
I am asleep
Frozen, forgotten- can't hold on
How can I let it go
Feels HOLLOW.

Do me right
Don't want to fight
No one but me
Got to set me freE
Hear me!!

Do you see me?
The cold in the winter is me
Falling down forever
The rain in the picture is me
Faling down forever
The rain on your face is me
Do you hear me?

Undo the distance
I AM WAITING
Placid and cold
As stoned in Gold
Shatter the pain
Which does feel sane
HEAR ME.

REMEMBER ME?

Good time to talk

Right time to be

Looking back at times

Kinda seems

Just the way it should be

Calling out loud is the one askin

DO U REMEMBER ME?

Walking up & down this road

Telling all the time.

Knowing it is August

And the Sun will shine.

Dangling with the clouds

This time is but to stay.

Am gonna be

Forever with you this way.

It seems like yesterday

When the promise was to stay.

It was all that u do

That made me love u.

When all the thoughts started

Flying up in the sky.

Staying awake like a lie

In my eyes are you.

Fluttering in the bright sky

I seem to forget the sigh.

It was like Christmas.

Shinning on a snow night

Is that the star that tells me you are my?

Searching around for you

Pretending as if you remember me.

Truth is what is not true

Lie just seems to be shy.

Light now seems dark

Darkness is not there.

Am I still wondering if

YOU REMEMBER ME.

In my heart

Hoping to be
Who you are .
Wanting to go
So far.
Lying close
To the smell of your soul .
Breathing the cold
Which makes me whole.

Secrets lying
In my heart too deep .
Dreams flying
The coast that's just a heap .
Follow the heart
Till I fall asleep .
Scared of me
Coz of the little world that I keep.

Hours go by
Till I say that you are my .
This time if its over
I need you to cover
My heart, my soul .
You make me whole .
Take it back
Show me how to start
Baby! you are in my heart.

Promises & Lies

(This song represents the feelings of a singer who takes charge of his life to sing again after coming back from a 'bad' sabbatical in jail .)

Single promises, Single lies
All the rhythms
Just pass by
Its all FINE
Just everything is wrong
Gotta learn a new Jazz song.

Twenty miles from Nashville
Doing better now
This is where I live
May be some day
Waking up on a morning
I will learn how to sing.

Second chances
Never come on time
Tune in the radio
Early morning is fine
Gotta learn a lesson
Am not crying this time.

Pull the strings tight
Watch the guitar stay
Strum the chords, wise
Coz its just about sunrise
When the world wakes
To see what all is at stake.

14thJan
Its about time
Turn on the TV
Let the noise shine
Out of the stripes
I sing again
Promises & Lies
That's all I reign.

Belief

If a drop of water falls in lake there is no identity.
But if it falls on a leaf of lotus it shines like a pearl.
So choose the best place where you would shine..

Life in a shack

(This is a composition from a shack dweller who is hopeful to change his life& make today a brighter day)

Eloquence of poverty
Comes as nothing but charity
Subsisting but empathy
All that persists is apathy
Conjuring the dreams
Surmising what seems (real)

All in the lonely road
Swifting down the green meadows
Sinuous like the river
Which flows
Through caves & caverns deep
Through all the emotional heap

Like the wind in the wings
Or the cloud which sings
Floating with the summer rain
Turning inside out as some sane

Midnight is the time
When trees chime
To cover the barren backs
Sheltering the faceless shacks
Of dark & despair
Of hurt & hope
Still silent in the dark
Waiting for a spark

Hoping for a new day
Cherishing a bright ray
Of living a better life
Of making it fine by the night
I start my day again
In the city which lives
From my shack to the top of rain

Again will I hunt
For my life and every stunt
That makes me
Will put up the struggle
Its in my pedigree
Striving again
Just success
Is what I wanna be.

MISLEADING

(These represent the musings of a lover)

Sure it is true

Whatever I do

Your thoughts cross me through- EVERYTIME

Whatever it takes

I will do all to fake

No hurt no smile

All is MISLEADING.

[Chorus]

Beyond the shore

The waves can’t hide

The noise the cry

The smile the glide

The touch

When you are by my side

Waiting forever for what is true.

Its all MISLEADING

When I am with you.

Without you its lonely

Don’t set me free

In your eyes

I wanna see

The love the dreams

The mystery

Cant just let it be

Summer clouds are still what I see

Its all MISLEADING

When I am with you.

Were you really leaving?

And now you are gone.

Don’t wanna believe this

Don’t wanna be ALONE

Want you around

Listening to the music

Without a sound.

Its all MISLEADING.

[Chorus]

SUMMERS FOREVER

(These lines talk about my experiences in Sweden this summer)

Flowing into the shadows

Drowning in the dreams

Settling on the surface

The faces comes unseen

With the wind in its fancy

They fly the highest scene

Captivating the twilight

Listening to the Sun

The moon is reborn

Out in the meadows again

The summer sky is shining

From night to dawn.

In the deep blue color

Of the sweet ocean

Your eyes

The brown woods

Come alive

Under the night Sun

Falling asleep only in your arms.

Mystery fog over the river

The canoe is stirred

By waves of passion

Love stays deep inside

The church bells ring

Keeping the faith in the summer rain.

The sky is blue

Full of summers clouds

Bright Sun shinning

On the peaceful city

Sea gulls in my sight

Floating over the dark roofs.

The seconds freeze

And the days go by

Whistling with the crowd

Making merry with flowers

Spending with the froth on the sea

The dream ends now

The summer will last forever.

ARE YOU GONE

(These lines show the feelings of a person who does not know whether his beloved has left or is around as he knew her......he misses her)


The flow rushes through my veins

Talking to nothing but clouds above

The voices in the head

Turn to mute

All seems to rise inside

The silence is HUSHED

[Chorus]

I never thought that I would cry

When I don’t have you by my side

Now I just don’t live any day

When my heart is so far away

Every thing reminds me of who I was with you

Baby - I MISS YOU

The space in my heart

Speaks but your name

Thoughts crash in my head and go insane

Do you ever feel the same

I never felt this way before

My life does not seem mine anymore

The sun moon & stars are not the same

ARE YOU GONE?

[Chorus]

The time does not flow

It just passes by

I feel you here with me

I still see your arms around me- I want to fly

Is it just a game

Or you really felt the same

We had loved each other

Thought it was true

The smiles the tears the blush & sneers

Felt all so new

The eyes are now dry I just feel no sigh

I can still feel the dew

I MISS YOU.

(Lucky Sharma)

IN A DREAM

Not to win a crown
Not to save the sound
The blues are going dry
Waving the winds goodbye
Stealing the broken smile
FANTASIES become lethal!!!

Underneath the forgotten shadow
Lying stark in the darkness
Only the soul is the ANCHOR
Offereing all what is life
THe full moon is here
Light stands STILL

Sweeping all around
Are the gilded memories
Of whose image is carried as me
The shade under which
The darkness loses itself
Melting in a sinuous smoky road

Leading to a cavern of deep
Where there is nothing
No motion no stir
No shiver no spur
All what stays is silence
Pruning over the green turf

Yielding into the cloudy horizon
Is the past that never was
Holding in the sight ahead
Is the future thats 'not enough'
With me is just myself
Hugging the deepest thoughts

Summer rains wash away
More than just the dream
Sailing across the ocean
Is the breeze that I have been
Back again with my eyes open
I still feel I live in a dream.

I HAVE YOU

Everybody hurts sometimes
Baby go on
When your day is long
The night seems long
Life seems too much to hang on
It goes loose & fuzzy
It seems to enter your mind
Rather should be doin fine sometimes.

Working it out would be fine
Days passing all the time
I don't have to go yet
Watchin it all fly by
I leave the city tonite
Will always come back
I will always be home

Of all what it feel
Secrets is what I keep
When love is what seeps(s)
In the skin
Only LOVE
I can sleeep again
Dreams have to come through

Stopping to see a child sing
Watching a flower swing
On the highway
All alone
I will drive home to you
Give me all the chances
Give me sometime to grow
I will see u soon.

Spring is back again
Rain is on my mind
Bubbles light up my day
The breeze feels so new
Memories is not what I have
I have them forever
coz now I have you.

[Dedicated to my sweetheart]

SURVIVING LIFE

Breaking into pieces
Charring are the shards
Hurting just the Memories
Forgetting all that is past
The day survives itself
Before the evening falls

Chanting all the noises
I just want to RUN AWAY
Flooding with the chatter
I find no solace
Every season is but DECEMBER
And snow drops from the shiny balls.

Cracked with pain
Truth splits out in open
No spill no gore no blood
Just a silent death
Its but a PRETENTION
Of time
To renew itself & be BORN AGAIN

Faith floats over the TAR
Black in the faithless night
The shadow says goodbye
The spirit has no place
To come home to
The search goes on

Whenever I fight
There is no DELIGHT
All seems just the same
Of it I gain – JUST PAIN
Everytime I breathe
I wish to seeth
The fire inside
The anxiety that hide(s)
The broken trust

I WANT TO BE FREE
Free of filth
Free of guilt
Free of fire
And burn anxiety in pyre.

Don’t wanna run now
Gotta see myself somehow
TURN AROUND
LET ME SEE ME
I WANT TO FIGHT
I Want to SEARCH DELIGHT
Nothing is gonna be the same
PAIN DOES NOT SEEM SANE

No fire No rush
Just the mellow hush
Of who I want to be
BABY STEPS
They will
Make the day live for me.

HEAL

Breathing inside our lungs

We attain Nirvana

Chanting but Greed

Success we think

Is what we need

Boiling under our skin

I the feeling- the Need To WIN.

We start to walk

Stroll on the empty grounds

Of Hate, Fantasy – need we talk (about them)

Paniandrum is what will stalk

The perspicacious spirit

Occluded by Pernod

Obviating from the truth

Its no one but You.

Narcotic though it seems

Necromancy will not heal

The nauseatic height

From which we fall

Or is it the nadir

That will turn us to an offal

Obsessed by monologue

We shut us up

To our shadow & everything above

Draining with muted laceration

Myopic we become

Shackled in a dreadful tear

Shrouded in our world

We just don’t hear

The mortifying cry

The mutilating question- WHY??

No answers no thoughts

Just a pervasive clot

We bear on our minds

Of what we think is RIGHT

Till where reaches our hindsight

Veiling all but Reality

We blame our creed of Profanity

GET OUT OF MALAISE

Its sanity that is all at stake

Now is the time we have to face

The maladroit us

Break the facets

Free the soul

Forgo all the steal

NOW IS THE TIME TO HEAL (US).