I AM THE FOUND

It seems just right.
It seems just fine.
The clouds just seem
To pass away.
I don't see
If it is good-bye.


To watch you over
To see this through.
The roads will never
Hear the sound
SO NEW.
Out on the inside
I see myself
Waiting to hide.

Falling out is nothing
But a CRY
Shadow is what makes 'today'.
Slipping between the truth
Is but a lie.

Sun just sets never.
Shadows extend over time
FOREVER.
The clouds, Mist & Kite
All vanish in a flight.
To COME AROUND
Yet another day .
Yes!
I AM THE FOUND.

Holding back the time
The shadows will not stay .
The dark will have to
WALK AWAY.
The shine of your eyes
Will make the way.

Found the flowers in the sand.
I SILL HOLD ON.
Get me out of the HIDE
Where I feel ALIVE.
I hear the sound
yes "I AM THE FOUND".

Floating Through My Mind

Hanging on
To the words that grow loud(er)
Every minute of the night
Through the desert in my sight
Every single star
Shines bright.


Going somehere better
I travel to the sea
Till the words
Flow over me.

Drowning Swimming
I see dreams in the water
Stirring in the sun
My soul is in motion
I see you in REVELATION.

Flying in the light
I am leaving the city tonite
Hanging on
To your floating eyes
I fight through this haze
Of light, shadows & Mirage.

I can see you here
You feel so near
I won't go
I won't go AWAY
No matter what they say
I am THE LOST & THE FOUND.

Sunshine is what I se
Floating through my mind
Is just but me!!

HEAR ME

Raindrops on the dry sand
Clouds raining to fill this land
Dark and shinning on the desert sky
Gushing winds bring in your smell
It makes my heart swell.

Breathing this cold
Something freezes inside
Am I still alive
I hear my heart beats go insane
Do u hear me?

Looking around
I see the same sky
Everything seems new
But all pictures include you
Oh! I know its not true.

Rolling, Misleading
The winds hurt my head
I am not going close
Not close to the wind
Not close to myself
Can't hear myself.

No sleep in my eyes
I am asleep
Frozen, forgotten- can't hold on
How can I let it go
Feels HOLLOW.

Do me right
Don't want to fight
No one but me
Got to set me freE
Hear me!!

Do you see me?
The cold in the winter is me
Falling down forever
The rain in the picture is me
Faling down forever
The rain on your face is me
Do you hear me?

Undo the distance
I AM WAITING
Placid and cold
As stoned in Gold
Shatter the pain
Which does feel sane
HEAR ME.

REMEMBER ME?

Good time to talk

Right time to be

Looking back at times

Kinda seems

Just the way it should be

Calling out loud is the one askin

DO U REMEMBER ME?

Walking up & down this road

Telling all the time.

Knowing it is August

And the Sun will shine.

Dangling with the clouds

This time is but to stay.

Am gonna be

Forever with you this way.

It seems like yesterday

When the promise was to stay.

It was all that u do

That made me love u.

When all the thoughts started

Flying up in the sky.

Staying awake like a lie

In my eyes are you.

Fluttering in the bright sky

I seem to forget the sigh.

It was like Christmas.

Shinning on a snow night

Is that the star that tells me you are my?

Searching around for you

Pretending as if you remember me.

Truth is what is not true

Lie just seems to be shy.

Light now seems dark

Darkness is not there.

Am I still wondering if

YOU REMEMBER ME.

In my heart

Hoping to be
Who you are .
Wanting to go
So far.
Lying close
To the smell of your soul .
Breathing the cold
Which makes me whole.

Secrets lying
In my heart too deep .
Dreams flying
The coast that's just a heap .
Follow the heart
Till I fall asleep .
Scared of me
Coz of the little world that I keep.

Hours go by
Till I say that you are my .
This time if its over
I need you to cover
My heart, my soul .
You make me whole .
Take it back
Show me how to start
Baby! you are in my heart.

Promises & Lies

(This song represents the feelings of a singer who takes charge of his life to sing again after coming back from a 'bad' sabbatical in jail .)

Single promises, Single lies
All the rhythms
Just pass by
Its all FINE
Just everything is wrong
Gotta learn a new Jazz song.

Twenty miles from Nashville
Doing better now
This is where I live
May be some day
Waking up on a morning
I will learn how to sing.

Second chances
Never come on time
Tune in the radio
Early morning is fine
Gotta learn a lesson
Am not crying this time.

Pull the strings tight
Watch the guitar stay
Strum the chords, wise
Coz its just about sunrise
When the world wakes
To see what all is at stake.

14thJan
Its about time
Turn on the TV
Let the noise shine
Out of the stripes
I sing again
Promises & Lies
That's all I reign.

Belief

If a drop of water falls in lake there is no identity.
But if it falls on a leaf of lotus it shines like a pearl.
So choose the best place where you would shine..

Life in a shack

(This is a composition from a shack dweller who is hopeful to change his life& make today a brighter day)

Eloquence of poverty
Comes as nothing but charity
Subsisting but empathy
All that persists is apathy
Conjuring the dreams
Surmising what seems (real)

All in the lonely road
Swifting down the green meadows
Sinuous like the river
Which flows
Through caves & caverns deep
Through all the emotional heap

Like the wind in the wings
Or the cloud which sings
Floating with the summer rain
Turning inside out as some sane

Midnight is the time
When trees chime
To cover the barren backs
Sheltering the faceless shacks
Of dark & despair
Of hurt & hope
Still silent in the dark
Waiting for a spark

Hoping for a new day
Cherishing a bright ray
Of living a better life
Of making it fine by the night
I start my day again
In the city which lives
From my shack to the top of rain

Again will I hunt
For my life and every stunt
That makes me
Will put up the struggle
Its in my pedigree
Striving again
Just success
Is what I wanna be.

MISLEADING

(These represent the musings of a lover)

Sure it is true

Whatever I do

Your thoughts cross me through- EVERYTIME

Whatever it takes

I will do all to fake

No hurt no smile

All is MISLEADING.

[Chorus]

Beyond the shore

The waves can’t hide

The noise the cry

The smile the glide

The touch

When you are by my side

Waiting forever for what is true.

Its all MISLEADING

When I am with you.

Without you its lonely

Don’t set me free

In your eyes

I wanna see

The love the dreams

The mystery

Cant just let it be

Summer clouds are still what I see

Its all MISLEADING

When I am with you.

Were you really leaving?

And now you are gone.

Don’t wanna believe this

Don’t wanna be ALONE

Want you around

Listening to the music

Without a sound.

Its all MISLEADING.

[Chorus]

SUMMERS FOREVER

(These lines talk about my experiences in Sweden this summer)

Flowing into the shadows

Drowning in the dreams

Settling on the surface

The faces comes unseen

With the wind in its fancy

They fly the highest scene

Captivating the twilight

Listening to the Sun

The moon is reborn

Out in the meadows again

The summer sky is shining

From night to dawn.

In the deep blue color

Of the sweet ocean

Your eyes

The brown woods

Come alive

Under the night Sun

Falling asleep only in your arms.

Mystery fog over the river

The canoe is stirred

By waves of passion

Love stays deep inside

The church bells ring

Keeping the faith in the summer rain.

The sky is blue

Full of summers clouds

Bright Sun shinning

On the peaceful city

Sea gulls in my sight

Floating over the dark roofs.

The seconds freeze

And the days go by

Whistling with the crowd

Making merry with flowers

Spending with the froth on the sea

The dream ends now

The summer will last forever.

ARE YOU GONE

(These lines show the feelings of a person who does not know whether his beloved has left or is around as he knew her......he misses her)


The flow rushes through my veins

Talking to nothing but clouds above

The voices in the head

Turn to mute

All seems to rise inside

The silence is HUSHED

[Chorus]

I never thought that I would cry

When I don’t have you by my side

Now I just don’t live any day

When my heart is so far away

Every thing reminds me of who I was with you

Baby - I MISS YOU

The space in my heart

Speaks but your name

Thoughts crash in my head and go insane

Do you ever feel the same

I never felt this way before

My life does not seem mine anymore

The sun moon & stars are not the same

ARE YOU GONE?

[Chorus]

The time does not flow

It just passes by

I feel you here with me

I still see your arms around me- I want to fly

Is it just a game

Or you really felt the same

We had loved each other

Thought it was true

The smiles the tears the blush & sneers

Felt all so new

The eyes are now dry I just feel no sigh

I can still feel the dew

I MISS YOU.

(Lucky Sharma)

IN A DREAM

Not to win a crown
Not to save the sound
The blues are going dry
Waving the winds goodbye
Stealing the broken smile
FANTASIES become lethal!!!

Underneath the forgotten shadow
Lying stark in the darkness
Only the soul is the ANCHOR
Offereing all what is life
THe full moon is here
Light stands STILL

Sweeping all around
Are the gilded memories
Of whose image is carried as me
The shade under which
The darkness loses itself
Melting in a sinuous smoky road

Leading to a cavern of deep
Where there is nothing
No motion no stir
No shiver no spur
All what stays is silence
Pruning over the green turf

Yielding into the cloudy horizon
Is the past that never was
Holding in the sight ahead
Is the future thats 'not enough'
With me is just myself
Hugging the deepest thoughts

Summer rains wash away
More than just the dream
Sailing across the ocean
Is the breeze that I have been
Back again with my eyes open
I still feel I live in a dream.

I HAVE YOU

Everybody hurts sometimes
Baby go on
When your day is long
The night seems long
Life seems too much to hang on
It goes loose & fuzzy
It seems to enter your mind
Rather should be doin fine sometimes.

Working it out would be fine
Days passing all the time
I don't have to go yet
Watchin it all fly by
I leave the city tonite
Will always come back
I will always be home

Of all what it feel
Secrets is what I keep
When love is what seeps(s)
In the skin
Only LOVE
I can sleeep again
Dreams have to come through

Stopping to see a child sing
Watching a flower swing
On the highway
All alone
I will drive home to you
Give me all the chances
Give me sometime to grow
I will see u soon.

Spring is back again
Rain is on my mind
Bubbles light up my day
The breeze feels so new
Memories is not what I have
I have them forever
coz now I have you.

[Dedicated to my sweetheart]

SURVIVING LIFE

Breaking into pieces
Charring are the shards
Hurting just the Memories
Forgetting all that is past
The day survives itself
Before the evening falls

Chanting all the noises
I just want to RUN AWAY
Flooding with the chatter
I find no solace
Every season is but DECEMBER
And snow drops from the shiny balls.

Cracked with pain
Truth splits out in open
No spill no gore no blood
Just a silent death
Its but a PRETENTION
Of time
To renew itself & be BORN AGAIN

Faith floats over the TAR
Black in the faithless night
The shadow says goodbye
The spirit has no place
To come home to
The search goes on

Whenever I fight
There is no DELIGHT
All seems just the same
Of it I gain – JUST PAIN
Everytime I breathe
I wish to seeth
The fire inside
The anxiety that hide(s)
The broken trust

I WANT TO BE FREE
Free of filth
Free of guilt
Free of fire
And burn anxiety in pyre.

Don’t wanna run now
Gotta see myself somehow
TURN AROUND
LET ME SEE ME
I WANT TO FIGHT
I Want to SEARCH DELIGHT
Nothing is gonna be the same
PAIN DOES NOT SEEM SANE

No fire No rush
Just the mellow hush
Of who I want to be
BABY STEPS
They will
Make the day live for me.

HEAL

Breathing inside our lungs

We attain Nirvana

Chanting but Greed

Success we think

Is what we need

Boiling under our skin

I the feeling- the Need To WIN.

We start to walk

Stroll on the empty grounds

Of Hate, Fantasy – need we talk (about them)

Paniandrum is what will stalk

The perspicacious spirit

Occluded by Pernod

Obviating from the truth

Its no one but You.

Narcotic though it seems

Necromancy will not heal

The nauseatic height

From which we fall

Or is it the nadir

That will turn us to an offal

Obsessed by monologue

We shut us up

To our shadow & everything above

Draining with muted laceration

Myopic we become

Shackled in a dreadful tear

Shrouded in our world

We just don’t hear

The mortifying cry

The mutilating question- WHY??

No answers no thoughts

Just a pervasive clot

We bear on our minds

Of what we think is RIGHT

Till where reaches our hindsight

Veiling all but Reality

We blame our creed of Profanity

GET OUT OF MALAISE

Its sanity that is all at stake

Now is the time we have to face

The maladroit us

Break the facets

Free the soul

Forgo all the steal

NOW IS THE TIME TO HEAL (US).

MEMORIES

Losing something in my sight

I search for myself

Back on the caravan of night

I dig deep for my shadow

Clouding my eyes

Is nothing but my dreams

Walking on the frozen water

I melt with time

Flowing with the moment

I convert to an anecdote

In this dimension of time

I slip, I fly, I vanish.

Swiftly over my breaths

Deepening with the ticking seconds

What runs deep

Is my heart beat

Swaying over my mind

Is my heart beat

Swaying over my mind

Is nothing but Sunshine.

Over and above eternity

What lives is vanity

Thoughts disappear

As heart beats convert to a shiver

Trying to unwind the road

I TRAVEL FOREVER.

Reaching the destination

Is what but lost in imagination

Trying to clear the dust

From the dreams that are lost

Seems like morning

I walk back to see

Is there something new that I can be.

To change the past

To make it all last

Making it a symphony

Want to save it as fantasy

To the last of my thoughts

Memories will last forever.

Living to Die

Symphonies across the desert

Words flowing around the island

Silence above the mountains

I am living to die.

The soul of empty spaces

Caresses my soul

Hiding but the darkness

The darkness of my mind

I wish goodbye

Good bye oh!! Blue sky

My breath flows

Floats open in the empty sky

Breaking on the parched cloud

Shattered is nothing But me

Still Waiting- Living to die

Racing against time

I don’t want to die

Caught inside the endless chime

I just want to fly

Fly to you

Coz am waiting

Living to die

Living to die in your arms.

YOU

Scribbling across the roads we take

Withering through the days that snow

Like the December rain

Storming inside

Like the hail which never ends

Pausing just to breathe

We live Everyday

Everyday brings something new

Pouring like the sunshine

We drown in the ocean of light

Realizing but the darkness within

Floating in our selves

We walk every path.

Forever trusting to where we belong

There is no song

That we leave sung

Pressing on the facets

We forget the spirit inside

To try & touch the sky.

What is holding us down?

We avoid to touch the ground

Trying to break or fall

We hit the ground

All we collect in life

Is but etcetera

The crux is lost

All what is left

Is but a mess

Dwindling with the light

Careening with the shadows

Is but the view we see

Thinking it to be REALITY

OPEN UP YOUR EYES

Don’t be a reason

Of your own demise

Hear yourself

Think out loud

EGO IS BUT SNOW

Melting under your own shadow

The sarcasm is out

And it is downer than you.

DREAM!!

Putting all next to impossible
We push away the truth
Fighting with our own selves
WE LOSE!!
Recognizing none
Not even our soul

Our shadow is naïve
For what all do we put this fight?
Deprived of our conscience
There is something more to this
Deception is but the REALITY

The hearts are bleeding
Nothing is changing
Gaining is but Frugality
All but we have is VIRTUALITY
The doors are closed
Eyes are but FROZEN.

Moving away
From the pain
Its just the screams
That we gain
Caught in the soul -
Is the ELIXIR
That makes us whole.

Caught in our own Darkness
Fighting all but Sadness
We remain trapped
FROZEN!!
Is what we are
Imperceptible is what we become.

No sorrow, No pain
Nothing exists
IS THIS ME-
Beneath my skin?
I Run I Escape
The tears, the SMILES’
The Happiness ,the pain.

PARANOID!!
I hide
From the face that is inside
From the voice that knows
But CHIDE

Falling in the darkness
I HOLD ON
To the silence
Crashing to myself
I BECOME ME!!

NOT ME

Conflagrating under the duress
Cankering with the contusion
Decadence is the phenomenon
That follows

Contending against myself
So CURSORY-is not me.

Controverted by the petulant emotion
Debacle is where it belongs
Pestilential is but Pessimism
Breaking all doors
I TAKE BACK MY LIFE.

Can save myself
I need no illusion
Now all is so clear
Am nothing but STRONG
Petrified just by a dream
IS NOT ME.

Desultory is but the search
Immutable is nothing.
Pouring like the Sun
Digressing at random
Entropy is but Pillage.
Rest all is energy.
PLAGIARISED!
Is not me.

Pinioned to the hate
Diadem is but a waste
I chase the sun
It chases me.
Obsequious is what it seems.

All is freed but strings.

PIVOTAL IS BUT TRUTH
Gaunted is rest all
Explication is a cover
Excresis is what will follow
All verbose is what it becomes.

NO words
No voices
Is all I understand
Smiles & Tears is but my name.
I AM OBLIVION.
OR
IS IT NOT ME?