Save the Pain

Wondering if it will come to placate

The ever ending Chase

Of the paragon, who overturned the Phoenix

Is it passé to believe it is true?

Or is Pastiche like a tirade

Joining the common jargon

Do I become one of the whole?

Does it even matter or jus a hoax?

Kinda so invisible

Even the shadow does not see it

Call it timidity or a result of remorse

Emotions are but viscous

Thick and glutinous- numb within

Without wings- Life is but onerous

Is it ostentatious to fly? (With your own wings)

Gonna be the boat- the one with sails

One which calls Freedom with its name

Is it not Catharsis as an alternative?

Why measure an infraction to carousal

Why measure the pain by a chalice?

Is it real or not- can’t u tell

Forgetting all and making all look like hell

Can’t u know a Chameleon from all what u see?

Or do the sins separate me from the angels with you

Mollify the morose- save the pain

Before it drowns into me.

HEAVEN IS NOT FOR ME

(This depicts the feelings of an angel who is in love with a human but does not leave for heaven till she sees her beloved who is not with her anymore.)

Dwelling in the symphony of a breathing heart

As the rhythm fills my soul

I know I am still living

Even when something else than love fills me

I am waiting but I will never find it somewhere (else)

Plummeting down the echo spiral is my own voice

Reclaiming my happiness is but remorse

Can I ever forget who I am

But I don’t know my heart beats

They don’t seem mine no more

Am fading away to something (none)

Fragile is what I am no more

Just shattered and broken

Hanging with the chanting of undelivered news

I am still waiting to erase the melancholy

Don’t want to be so far away

May be you feel the same someday

Angels falter and Satan falls

I still keep waiting on Earth

To see you someday, to bring it back some way

Don’t want to give up

Am not gonna leave for pearls or for smiles

Don’t want the angels or the sea

Would wait on Earth just to see you

Till that Eternity, Heaven is not for me.

LAST WORDS

(This depicts the thoughts of a lover who still misses his beloved.)

I thought it was true

All what u said and all what I did thinking I should

FRAGILE was the name of the bond

I don’t know the sound

Of the broken glass or breaking of the heart

I thought I won’t ever be far away

I thought it was true..........All what u said

Watching the waves break alone on the sea shore

When the wind just stops

It’s so lonely but it’s not sad

The winds will come

I keep the faith

It all jus faded away

Wish I could bring it all back..............All what you said

Still standing on the verge of breaking dawn

I wait for the Sun

To feel the warmth, the love, the sunshine

But you had flown away

To some place ......not in my heart

Its empty, it’s hurting.......u just faded away

About to die to live or live to die

Its missing- All what u said

All changed, everything turned around

When you decided- all alone

The only things left were – the last words

Pain filled the space where u lived

It was all different now

After your last words- when u said Goodbye

Words never replace the thoughts in my head

I still want all but the last words- All what u said.

Qualifying For Life

Hush of the dew
Leaving the grass blade
Listening to the Opening bud
Sheltering
The clouds above

Are the words that go unread.
Eyes are watching
The sounds that go beneath
Music to my soul
Unleashing the unheard
From the chasms of the deep.

Contention meets silence
The potential is unearthed
Connected by emotion
Ascent takes no leap
Listening to silence
Is the sensitive subtlety.

Forborne are the waves
Morphed by design
Breathing the world inside
Undoing the time
All the words are spent.

Canvassing the universe
Juggling ONE life
Listening the INTENT
DECIPHERING the mind
Trying to be real.

Learned the learning
Valuing the engagement
"I never stopped trying"
Qualifying for life.

Qualifying For Life

Hush of the dew
Leaving the grass blade
Listening to the Opening bud
Sheltering
The clouds above
Are the words that go unread.

Eyes are watching
The sounds that go beneath
Music to my soul
Unleashing the unheard
From the chasms of the deep.

Contention meets silence
The potential is unearthed
Connected by emotion
Ascent takes no leap
Listening to silence
Is the sensitive subtlety.

Foreborne are the waves
Morphed by design
Breathing the world inside
Undoing the time
All the words are spent.

Canvassing the universe
Juggling ONE life
Listening the INTENT
DECIPHERING the mind
Trying to be real

Learned the learning
Valuing the engagement
"I never stopped trying"
Qualifying for life.

I AM THE FOUND

It seems just right.
It seems just fine.
The clouds just seem
To pass away.
I don't see
If it is good-bye.


To watch you over
To see this through.
The roads will never
Hear the sound
SO NEW.
Out on the inside
I see myself
Waiting to hide.

Falling out is nothing
But a CRY
Shadow is what makes 'today'.
Slipping between the truth
Is but a lie.

Sun just sets never.
Shadows extend over time
FOREVER.
The clouds, Mist & Kite
All vanish in a flight.
To COME AROUND
Yet another day .
Yes!
I AM THE FOUND.

Holding back the time
The shadows will not stay .
The dark will have to
WALK AWAY.
The shine of your eyes
Will make the way.

Found the flowers in the sand.
I SILL HOLD ON.
Get me out of the HIDE
Where I feel ALIVE.
I hear the sound
yes "I AM THE FOUND".

Floating Through My Mind

Hanging on
To the words that grow loud(er)
Every minute of the night
Through the desert in my sight
Every single star
Shines bright.


Going somehere better
I travel to the sea
Till the words
Flow over me.

Drowning Swimming
I see dreams in the water
Stirring in the sun
My soul is in motion
I see you in REVELATION.

Flying in the light
I am leaving the city tonite
Hanging on
To your floating eyes
I fight through this haze
Of light, shadows & Mirage.

I can see you here
You feel so near
I won't go
I won't go AWAY
No matter what they say
I am THE LOST & THE FOUND.

Sunshine is what I se
Floating through my mind
Is just but me!!

HEAR ME

Raindrops on the dry sand
Clouds raining to fill this land
Dark and shinning on the desert sky
Gushing winds bring in your smell
It makes my heart swell.

Breathing this cold
Something freezes inside
Am I still alive
I hear my heart beats go insane
Do u hear me?

Looking around
I see the same sky
Everything seems new
But all pictures include you
Oh! I know its not true.

Rolling, Misleading
The winds hurt my head
I am not going close
Not close to the wind
Not close to myself
Can't hear myself.

No sleep in my eyes
I am asleep
Frozen, forgotten- can't hold on
How can I let it go
Feels HOLLOW.

Do me right
Don't want to fight
No one but me
Got to set me freE
Hear me!!

Do you see me?
The cold in the winter is me
Falling down forever
The rain in the picture is me
Faling down forever
The rain on your face is me
Do you hear me?

Undo the distance
I AM WAITING
Placid and cold
As stoned in Gold
Shatter the pain
Which does feel sane
HEAR ME.