Save the Pain

Wondering if it will come to placate

The ever ending Chase

Of the paragon, who overturned the Phoenix

Is it passé to believe it is true?

Or is Pastiche like a tirade

Joining the common jargon

Do I become one of the whole?

Does it even matter or jus a hoax?

Kinda so invisible

Even the shadow does not see it

Call it timidity or a result of remorse

Emotions are but viscous

Thick and glutinous- numb within

Without wings- Life is but onerous

Is it ostentatious to fly? (With your own wings)

Gonna be the boat- the one with sails

One which calls Freedom with its name

Is it not Catharsis as an alternative?

Why measure an infraction to carousal

Why measure the pain by a chalice?

Is it real or not- can’t u tell

Forgetting all and making all look like hell

Can’t u know a Chameleon from all what u see?

Or do the sins separate me from the angels with you

Mollify the morose- save the pain

Before it drowns into me.

HEAVEN IS NOT FOR ME

(This depicts the feelings of an angel who is in love with a human but does not leave for heaven till she sees her beloved who is not with her anymore.)

Dwelling in the symphony of a breathing heart

As the rhythm fills my soul

I know I am still living

Even when something else than love fills me

I am waiting but I will never find it somewhere (else)

Plummeting down the echo spiral is my own voice

Reclaiming my happiness is but remorse

Can I ever forget who I am

But I don’t know my heart beats

They don’t seem mine no more

Am fading away to something (none)

Fragile is what I am no more

Just shattered and broken

Hanging with the chanting of undelivered news

I am still waiting to erase the melancholy

Don’t want to be so far away

May be you feel the same someday

Angels falter and Satan falls

I still keep waiting on Earth

To see you someday, to bring it back some way

Don’t want to give up

Am not gonna leave for pearls or for smiles

Don’t want the angels or the sea

Would wait on Earth just to see you

Till that Eternity, Heaven is not for me.

LAST WORDS

(This depicts the thoughts of a lover who still misses his beloved.)

I thought it was true

All what u said and all what I did thinking I should

FRAGILE was the name of the bond

I don’t know the sound

Of the broken glass or breaking of the heart

I thought I won’t ever be far away

I thought it was true..........All what u said

Watching the waves break alone on the sea shore

When the wind just stops

It’s so lonely but it’s not sad

The winds will come

I keep the faith

It all jus faded away

Wish I could bring it all back..............All what you said

Still standing on the verge of breaking dawn

I wait for the Sun

To feel the warmth, the love, the sunshine

But you had flown away

To some place ......not in my heart

Its empty, it’s hurting.......u just faded away

About to die to live or live to die

Its missing- All what u said

All changed, everything turned around

When you decided- all alone

The only things left were – the last words

Pain filled the space where u lived

It was all different now

After your last words- when u said Goodbye

Words never replace the thoughts in my head

I still want all but the last words- All what u said.